Hahaha! I am just so mysterious... Even the girl i like also say so.. Right?? =P Anyway, today is the first time that i had been asked out from her for a dinner... I was like so happy.... What else can i dream of from a so busy girl that willing to come out with me? I sudden felt a good progress with her.. After dinner, i manage to ask her out to the beach.. We chit chat and walk.. I keep seeing her hand swing here and there, so wanna grap it.. But... i didn't.. How sad, she isn't my gf yet, i can't do that... I felt happy to see her, but still i felt sad too... Although it seem like a dating, but than so many message and phone rings.. How sad.. Wonder if she knows it?? So many times i actually wanted to ask her to be my date, wanted to let her know i wanted her to be mine but than i know from her she didn't wanted to start a relationship. How sad.. It's okie, i dun force you. While on her calls, i told myself, i shouldn't be so selfish. She is having her exams tml, why am i still here making her staying with me... Therefore i actually set alarm of 8:20pm to send her home.. So unwillingly but i did it.. If only time can stay there forever, if only i can keep her with me.. Juz my luck, even walking her back to her house, still got phone.. Haix, ok la, can't blame someone that is so busy.. Till now i still dun know what relationship we are yet. I juz know our relationship are growing closer everyday, i do believe one day u will give me ur answer. From your blog, i hopefully didn't bring you any trouble or make u unfocus. If this is the case, i will rather you tell me and i will juz make myself disappear than to see u so troubled and unhappy. At least i can release one trouble stuff if that really helped. Anyway, i really felt jealous and sad after reading especially one of his testimonal. Stating that u are attached protected adored and nt avaliable... If that is true, please let me know and dun hide from me. Aside from what happen today and my feeling, hahaha i going to have an interview this coming wednesday.. Happy and sad.. What's so happy? I got a job (high chance ba), job place is near my love sch... Sadness =( So far away.. Hopefully is near my house ba.. Tml will be a busy day i guess, apart of rewriting my resume, printing and doing alot of shit stuff, lets hope everything is successful ba. Wa feel so like vomiting now.. Better had some rest le, take care very one and nightzz..

The old man says:"Jealousy bring you to no where, Patience are the most important factor!"