Am i dead? why am i killing myself? or am i juz that damn freaking sway? Lets see where should i start... Hmm, the path of my sway period come like that, i got myself bang onto the wall(ouch that hurts).. Than the person i like, rejected me...(Fated?) Followed by as mention i kanna caught by police...(That's so stupid), next day bicycle wheel kanna stolen (haix), somemore injured my knee cap and seriously hurt... (OUCH), went to pray but the temple closed (juz my luck), cycle to celebrate children day almost got killed by bus, this morning fishing with bro almost make him caught the smallest fish ever caught in fishing pond. (That sucks) Why am i juz so unlucky? Alot of things actually almost killed me, even today, i went for a 12 rounds stadium run, my chest was like so...(almost die again) Is it time for me to die? Am i going to die soon? Sad, lonely, heart pain(both emotionally and physically), hurt, crazy! Is this all my luck? Am i fated to be like this? What had i been doing? Where had my guarding angel been?

The oldman says:"Come back to me? pls come back to me!"