This old man is sad, is feeling bad, is crazy, is going to get drunk, is dying soon... And this old man is not joking... I still remembered the last 2 times when i drank alcoholic drink, one time i almost ended up seeing a doctor and the other i was... Why am i doing it again even knowing it will harm myself? Well i am crazy.. i had been feeling very sad, i wasn't forgiven by alot of people. Today, even knowing my arm was injured, i still force myself to play basketball whole day with kelson.. Can u juz imagine how do u play when u cannot even raise ur arm up? Well, during evening time i still gone to play a match with other players which we dun know and went to play a serious match. Wondering how my arm are now? Haha! pain of course... Well took some pain killers from doctor, still than what really hurting me now isn't my arm, it's my heart... I am sad, i am really sad... Now i can't forgive myself anymore liao.. Hurting people and got hurt. Is this meant to be my fate? I think i really gone crazy.. Now all i wanna say to you is "I AM SORRY!" I know you are saying i am crazy now, yup i admit i am now.. I dun know what i am going to do next, Juz hope my body wun get too much damage from drinking tonight!

The old man says:"Dun learn this from me, i am crazy!"